Saturday, May 22, 2010

The Plot Thickens

I am so glad for when the Psalmist says, "Even there Your hand shall lead me." Cuz things got even crazier today as my path split yet again. Thank the Lord that, no matter which way I turn, He'll lead me. I feel like my life would sure make a great book or movie now, with the drama and excitement and plot twists at every corner!! :-)

One of the big things that was bothering me before all this "should I travel" drama was the Job Hunt. I had applied to a few places, but when I didn't hear back I became discouraged. Then I figured that not being tied down meant I was free to travel in the ministry this year. I'd basically made up my mind to travel...

Then today I heard back from one of the jobs I applied to! They want to interview me next month! A panel discussion, a meet and greet, a tour, a teaching demonstration (by yours truly)... What? I really thought I should have been bouncing off the walls, and three weeks ago if this had happened I would've screamed, shouted, danced down the halls of my workplace, and called everyone on the phone. As it stood, I was still flattered, but then came the onset of confusion. This was all I'd wanted in life before. Now it could be the one thing stopping me from travelling. And I don't know yet which way is right. Is God calling me to a secure job and future now, or is He calling me to be willing to forsake even that kind of security right now? I don't know yet.

I will just have to (try to) wait patiently, expecting big things to happen next...

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